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Healing through my words:

Life doesn't give you the people you want,
it gives you the people you need:
to love you, to hate you, to make you, to break you, & to make you the person you were meant to be. -unknown

Love can and will come to those who still believe in it. Hope is the key. Even when faced with disappointment love will still find a way. Even after betrayal love will still knock on your door. Love will come to those who have been hurt before. I will never give up on love. I will even love those who no longer love me. Love is all there is and all there ever will be. -me

I believe I have been given an opportunity to share my successes and my struggles, my up's and my down's, the good and the bad with those who find their way to my blog. I feel I have been given a gift to write. I feel in my heart part of my gift to the world comes through my words. My greatest joy comes through expressing myself here. I write for myself but I feel compelled to share it with you too. I believe in love, compassion, and understanding which I share here.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Take that crack and see just how much more pressure it can withstand,
Inch by inch,
As if the ground in front of my feet begins to shatter like glass with every step,
My chest aches as I feel the disappointment rip through me,

How strong am I suppose to be,
Did I miss the sign,
Am I lost ,
Does not always feel like things are turning around,

My back and shoulders have grown tired,
My knees want to tremble,
A quick glance in the mirror and my eyes look empty,
The load continues to build,

Where am I screwing up,
Why do I feel like a few of these patterns will never stop,
Such a fool I can be,
This massive heart can be my own worst enemy,

Slowly releasing the energy rather than waiting for it to erupt like a volcano,
My body responds better to this methodical demise of these strong emotions,
Honoring these feelings as they arise with my words,
Knowing this time right here will allow me to heal.

1 comment:

  1. I hope everything is okay-you can always call me or Kim if you want. I am always here for you and Kim is always ready to make time too!