Feels like I am stuck in the dark,
Unaware of this light right in front of my heart,
Wound up and tight because we may never know,
Mad at myself because I refuse to let go,
Really grateful for all of the fun,
Too bad for us there may be no more sun,
Ignoring what at times felt so right,
Instead I let my mind start a meaningless fight,
Struggling with what's going on inside,
And yet there you were to come along for the ride,
Pushed you away, as if I did not care,
When in reality what it is; I'm just really scared,
Not sure what I want or how it should be,
But I do know I like having you next to me,
Really loving all the laughs,
Too bad we will never get to take that jacuzzi bath,
As I sit here getting this off my chest,
I can't help but think damn I miss those beautiful breasts,
Trying to make a joke,
Hoping it lands,
Wanting to show you that I would hold your hands,
Knowing its over,
Saying goodbye,
Thank you for making me the focus of your eye...
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